It's been too long!

I apologize got not updating in FOREVER! Life is just full of busy happenings, so time for updating just become less and less. I'm made the decision to only write what's on my mind from now on...that might help make these smaller.

Lately.

So lately I've been faced with quite the dilemma concerning an upcoming event at my school. I don't think I should go into detail since the person(s) this dilemma concern(s) may very well read this entry. Overall, I'm scared to do something for fear of what may happen as an end result of me doing it. On one end of the situation I could totally love the end result and the person(s) it concerns could love it too, but then again everything could go super duper wrong. So I'm faced with a chance of good coming out of the situation, or bad coming out of it. It all depends on what I choose to do. I hate that I have to deal w/ this! I'm sure it'll come out ok though. I'm just scared. Advice or questions....just write me!